Stronger than I thought..

I had to do something today in my training to be therapist that was very hard for me, and I had been dreading it all week. I thought that I wouldn't actually have the nerve to do it, but I surprised myself when I did. I am not often proud of myself, but I have to say that I was today. I have learned so much about being a counselor these past couple of years, but I have learned even more about myself.

I got to spend time with my friends Amanda and Brian today, who just recently brought home their newborn son, Jackon. He is truly beautiful, and I can't even imagine how proud they must be of him! I can't wait for the day that Kenny and I can bring home our baby. I really have Baby Fever, and it only gets worse when I see my friends so happy with their adorable children. I know that there will be tough times as a parent, and especially as an Army wife/mom, but I am ready for those challenges. I just want to be a mom so much! I can't wait to see Kenny as a dad, either. He spoils our dog Abby so much (who thinks she is a child), so it will probably be so much worse when we have an actual child!